Thoughts

I can't sleep….

I think I know why ……

News spread this evening of the passing of a very special person that has touched my life and the lives of many other people whom I have orbited around. You are never prepared for it, but the news comes through like a Mac truck disrupting the expected routines of the day.

I'm restless, not sure if it's the reminder of all the things I haven't said to people that I need to say them to, all the resentments that I fight to let go of every day, or the fact that I know that I have a long way to go on the journey to be the woman that God had called me to be. Whatever the reason…. I can't sleep.

I am not at ease and I can't figure out what do to and in those moments I tend to read my bible. I stumbled across a new devotional and the thing that stuck with me,

Something good is going to happen to me!

What a wonderful thought to to take to sleep on, an affirmation of positive direction and trust that God will bless you with something good. Sometimes there can be so much that makes you think that everything is bad and hopeless, but there is power in the words that you speak and you think.

Though I fall short, lose my temper, do all the things that I have set out to give up… I realize that I am blessed and I so believe the something good is going to happen. It may be a lesson or a push to get me into the place I need to be for a blessing, I don't really know but I plan to keep telling myself that something good is coming my way.

Repeat it as necessary:

"Something good is going to happen to me"

Believe it until you receive it, then keep on believing it a bit more…….. Tomorrow is a new day and the sorrow of tonight will wash away with the joy of a brand new day 🌝🌻🌸🌺

with 💕 – J